French Vanilla Summer

You remember when you first saw him, your older sister’s boyfriend. He was leaning on his dirtbike in the school parking lot, his white-blond hair looking a lot like vanilla frosting in the sunlight.

Your sister was dark and rounded in that womanly Latina way, even more than you were. Her ass drew a lot of stares when she went down the hallway. “That be a woman’s ass,” the black guys used to say wistfully. “Ain’t no little girl there.”  They liked your ass, but they liked hers better; it was rounder, stuck out further in the back, not so far on the sides, like yours, and her waist was smaller.

You thought it was some funny bullshit; your sister Dez was scared of black guys, even though she was older than you, and the black guys were your friends.

But Glen was opposite of black. His arms were tanned like a perfectly grilled hot dog and his hair was bleached, like French Vanilla ice cream.

That was the summer you first fell in love with food, and your body was just starting to show it a little. You had bigger boobs than most girls, including your older sister, and a pretty big butt, but it wasn’t the same round shape as hers.

A few weeks later, you were almost asleep in your room watching some nonsense on TV alone. Dez was out with Glen at some movie, their first official date. You knew that, but your parents didn’t. She’d told them she was staying over a friend’s house for the night. She was sixteen, so she shouldn’t have to do this kind of thing, but your parents were sort of old world; at least your father was. Your parents were off having a late dinner; if Dez and Glen had known that, they’d have come here and watched TV instead.

All of a sudden, you heard the parents’ car roar into the drive, and screech to a stop. Your father’s voice came to you like a gust of hot wind, and the things he was saying were shocking even when you didn’t know what most of them meant. Castilian Spanish words, and not nice ones, from the sound of it.

Your parents never fought. He never drove fast. You went to the window and saw him drag Dez out of the car. Oh shit. She’d been caught.

Your mother grabbed her hand and hauled her into the house, muttering all the time. “Kissing an Anglo boy in public??? Your father could have killed you.” Your father was still cussing in Spanish, at the top of his lungs. The neighbors knew something was going on, but they couldn’t say for sure he was cussing anymore than you could, because they didn’t speak  Spanish at all.

Then you heard the sound of a dirt bike out back. No one else had heard it over the commotion. It shut off by the edge of the woods.

You decided to avert disaster by telling him to stay away, assuring him your sister was alright. You slipped out, even though you were in your nightie; just threw on some sweatpants and out the window.

He stood by the edge of the woods, pacing and smoking. When he saw you, he jumped and started forward. “How’s D?” he said in a loud whisper. “We were just at a movie, and…” His voice shook. “He better not hurt her, or I’ll…”

You put your finger across his lips. “My dad is just mad because she lied,” you said. “He’d never hurt her.” You hoped that was true.

“You sure? He seemed like he was pretty rough with her,” he said. “Yanked her arm, and pushed her…”

“I am sure,” you said. “He’s already calmed down.”

He blew out his breath in a big gust of relief. “Ok.” He finally smiled.

“I should go back,” you said. “You should push your bike for awhile so he won’t hear it.”

You turned.

“Hey,” he called. “Stay a minute while I finish my smoke.” He sat on a log and you joined him.

He held out the butt to you. “I don’t smoke,” you said. “Dad would kill me.”

He smiled, and pulled a twig from your hair, flipped it back from your face. “You’re kind of cute,” he said. “How old are you? Have a boyfriend yet?”

You couldn’t help it. He was so close, and he’d said you were cute. You kissed him. Suddenly his hands were on your hips, his lips on yours, his tongue raking your teeth and probing your mouth. He touched your nipples experimentally through your shirt, making you gasp, and when you didn’t stop him he slid his hands inside and cupped the left one, your favorite. His cool fingers felt delicious on your new breasts, sending messages to your brain that it had never considered before. Way down in your sweats, under that thatch of black Spanish hair, you felt yourself get warm and start to moisten.

Then you saw, or rather felt, the bump in his pants, as it brushed against you, and you reached out and touched it with shaky fingers, and then he made a noise in his throat and pressed it against your hip, and one hand traveled down and inside your panties, touching the wet. It felt good when his finger slid inside you, and you sighed. Then he stood and took his jeans open and his penis out and somehow was in your face, and he was begging you please, Mariella, please just suck it a little bit, and you did it because he was so adorably cute, and it tasted funny but not bad. Then he started to move and he was going too deep in your throat and you were trying to keep up but you choked and he stopped.

Then he was urging you over to this fallen tree where he bent you over and pulled your sweatpants down and pressed his hard slick thing against you, sliding between your legs, smearing you with its juices. You felt it start to slip inside you, but it wasn’t supposed to go there, was it? In your ass? You started to pull away, but he was almost sobbing please, please, please, you’re so sexy, I’ll do whatever you want and you figured he was older and he knew what he was doing.

You pushed back, and he pushed again, and his wet slippery thing went into your ass all the way. He sobbed “Oh yeah,baby, Oh yeah!” began to thrust and pull. It hurt some, but you knew it might. They said it always did the first time. But as he went on, pressing his dick into your ass, you began to get some pleasure from it, and you started to moan, and he asked, “Do you like my cock, baby?” and you said “Oh yeah, Oh Glen, oh God,” and he started to thrust harder, his… cock got even harder and longer, deeper in you. Now you were really getting excited, when he suddenly made a long groaning noise and slammed inside you real hard and went rigid against you. You felt his cock twitch deep inside you and shoot hot stuff into you and it felt gooooood… Then he stopped and sighed, pulled out and sheepishly buttoned up his pants, and you were disappointed.

The next time he came to see Dez, after your dad calmed down, he met the parents and he and Dez would sit and watch TV with your parents on the couch in the living room. They introduced you to him formally, and you were very shy with him and everybody thought it was because you’d never seen Dez with a boy before.

So that’s how it started. For the next few years, he would come to see Dez, and after the evening was done, he would leave by the road and then after he left, you’d wait until your parents were asleep or busy, and you’d slip out.

Your knees shook with the need to have him bend you over and stuff his hard little cock into your naughty spot, to feel his hipbones pounding your butt cheeks hard, hard enough to leave odd bruises for your mother to puzzle over, to feel his cock swell thicker and then pulse hard, held deep inside you, and squirt the white stuff that would dribble out of you over the next few hours and make a disgusting mess of your underwear later. You learned to wear extra cloth inside your panties after he fucked you, or use a panty shield, after that time that your mother came to you and tactfully asked if you had had diarrhea one night.

Then he came over to your house one day when no one was home, when he knew because Dez told him, that just you and she would be home without the parents. It was a Sunday morning and your parents had gone to church, but you were sick, and she’d asked him to come over because she was going to pretend she had caught your cold. But your mom was no fool, and she’d taken Dez along anyway, her sickness vanished in a cloud of sulking because mom didn’t believe her.

When you heard his bike, your insides got all fluttery and you pulled yourself out of bed to answer his knock on Dez’s window. When he saw you, he seemed surprised, but not disappointed, you were pleased to note. You explained and invited him in through the basement. You sat with him on the couch for awhile but when he started kissing you, which he’d never done much after that first time, you took his hand and took him back to the bedroom. You bent over the bed, and started to pull down your pajamas but he stopped you and got undressed, then undressed you, climbed into bed and pulled you in beside him. It felt strange to be fully naked in front of him and in bed, and you were nervous, awkward. He kissed you hard and you felt his cock stiff against your thigh.

Then he slipped three fingers inside your vagina and pushed deep. You gasped, because it hurt.

He took it as excitement, and began to push in harder, then abruptly pushed you onto your back and climbed on top of you. You protested, thinking it wouldn’t work this way, he couldn’t reach your ass from the front, but then his hard cock was pressing its way into your vagina and you were moaning in pain, almost sobbing. Then he was in and moving, and you tried to move with him so he didn’t go so deep. Soon, there was some pleasure mixed in with the cramps that came when he went in too deep.

He soon came again, and you wondered if you would get to come, too, sometime.

He heaved off you after he’d caught his breath and went into the bath to wash up. He came back looking puzzled, holding up the bloody cloth. “How can you be bleeding? Are you on your period?” You shook your head.

He frowned, puzzled, and you didn’t like being a disappointment, so you crawled across the bed and took his cock in your mouth. It smelled and tasted like your fingers after you played with yourself, but you didn’t care. Soon, he was hard in your mouth again and rocking back and forth with your movements. His cock was seeping, tasting oily on your tongue, and you feeling queasy from the lingering cold, but you sucked harder anyway, taking his balls in your hand and squeezing softly.

Then he made a funny sound in his throat, something like a cough mixed with a sneeze, and then he was pushing his cock deep in your throat, his hands tangled in your hair and squirting his hot sticky stuff into your throat. You swallowed quickly, like it was bad medicine.

“Boy,” he said breathlessly. “I wish your sister was as much fun as you.”

It made you feel good, and guilty, to hear him say that.

Well, she had the tiny waist. So you hoped it all worked out even.

You were there a few weeks later when he tried to fuck Dez and you tried to save them from getting caught, but you weren’t fast enough. When you heard your dad’s steps on the stairs, you thumped on the wall. but they didn’t hear. When your  dad burst through the bedroom door, Dez’s top was off, her skirt bunched up around her thighs.

It was the last time any of you ever saw the boy with the French Vanilla hair.